Anonymous said: you are the only columbiner that admits having feelings for the killers and you're not using the 'we are only interested and curios' card. Why you think is that?


wow this is just hard to explain. I found out about Columbine the same day that happened. I was 17. In 98 i did community service for taking a gun to school. The whole story seemed closer to me than to anyone else like i could have been them you know? I was so full of rage, i hated people. When i read Eric’s journal i realize i had so much in common whit him, not only the music or that i always wore black clothes. I found myself agreeing with him in almost everything. I believe that because of my age, i can take hatred better. I don’t need to cover my preferences cause i’m not sorry for them. I’ve never said a single word about the victims and when i think about the shooting i always think that what the boys did was ‘illegal’ instead of ‘wrong’. I don’t label things in ‘good’ or ‘bad’.

If the other girls want to say they are only interested and nothing else, well is their right. I won’t dig deeper in that regard. Is just not my businesS.

I have strong convictions and i always tend to act in a way that respects my convictions. You can’t emotional withdraw because you don’t agree someone’s actions. If you do, then your love wasn’t inconditional. It was not bullet proof.

A long time ago i fell in love with Eric Harris. I knew what i was doing when i fell in love with him, i know there will be haters, but i believe that love must conquer everything, hatred, rejection. Everything.

If i love someone, i’ll say it, i’m not afraid of the consequences.

yes exactly thank you


Are there literally any Australian columbiners? Swear I’m the only one lmao

g’day mate

there i said it come get me

also i find dylan klebold attractive so fuck you


When I was in the hospital
I was roomed with a schizophrenic
And she was the most gentle person I have ever met
There was a boy with a long deep slit across his neck
Who told very funny jokes
A girl who never spoke a word
Would draw the most beautiful pictures
The boy who shook with anxiety
Could hold the most intelligent conversations
Even the girl who screamed in her sleep and picked at her skin
Had a heart the size of the ocean
We are not who you think we are

(via death-beautiful)

lmao whenever a bunch of idiots attack our side of tumblr we always win so whatever


Do Laneatics even still exist anymore or is everyone over Chardon by now

If they were gone before they’re definitely back now. LOL.


Sincerely, a genuine true crime enthusiast.


can we just like. crack down on the “teen killer” fandom now. can that happen. ive been seeing more and more posts calling it out and its super cool but i wanna see this reach like massive heights and full drama and i mostly wanna receive anonymous hate from some piece of shit columbiner, thats the goal. i wanna piss them off THAT much

PLEASE stop calling the true crime community a “fandom”. Not everyone in the true crime community is like these delusional fucks. All you’re doing by posting crap like this is attention seeking and pissing off genuine people.

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I’ve been noticing a lot of hate lately on true crime bloggers, especially blogs who focus on school shooters, and just wanted to say that this community has been around for a long time on tumblr and everyone that keeps telling the staff to delete our blogs need to chill. Nothing we post is…

"Then there was the young man that friends of ours ran into at a local mall about nine weeks after Cassie’s death. Dressed in an open trench coat, he was sporting a T-shirt that read, ‘We’re still ahead, thirteen to two.’"
- Misty Bernall (via natural-born-columbiner)

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as someone intensely interested in school shootings and similar mass murders, and as someone who spent every day for years reading about and researching them, i have to point out that yous who actively romanticise tj lane and eric harris and dylan klebold and timothy mcveigh and the like are silly…